Retreat

I've been going back and forth abbot a lot of my lifestyle choices lately and who I want to be in the end. The road I am on, is not leading me to a great end result. I need to change Some things back and other things altogether.

But is it hypocritical to be flip-flopping like this? Or is it just experimentation? Gees, I don't really sound all the confident. Honestly lately I've been pretty pathetic.

I need to snap out of this but I really don't know how. All my energy is going into the negative and I've forgotten how to sit back relax and focus on the positive. Any tips out there on how to fix this funk?